well since ryans been gone, ive been having nightmares everyday, and i miss hims oo much, sometimes i crymyself to sleep at night. well everynight. i miss him soo much, i cant wait till he getse back. im at my cousins and she wants to come spend a week with me, but im not sure, when ryan gets back ill call him and ask if its ok with him and all. ( Read more... )

well i had a night mare. here it is ( Read more... )

well ive been realy lonely. my grandma got a biopsy on her boob. and i ahd to help her get dressed. shes kinda in alot of pain, i feel bad. and on top of that i miss ryan, like coldplay just keeps running through my head, reminds me of him soo much and ho i love him so much!!!!! gosh.. i miss him.. grr i hope the weekend goes by fast so i get to ( Read more... )

You can ask me 3 questions, anything. No matter how personal, dirty, private or random - I have to answer them honestly. In return, you have to post this message in your own LJ and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you ( Read more... )

 I LOVE U RYAN VICTOR TERRASAS. YOU ARE MY ENTIRE WORLD. PLEASE DONT EVER LEAVE ME!

........I WOULD DIE.........

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ive been unhappy with my layout for some time now, i just want osmething really cool and really different u know not the average lj. i tried changing it up a bit, but im still not satisfied, like im alomost there but not quite. well enuff about that, hmm, i love ryan so much.... wow i miss him i think im going too call him tonight at liek seven cuz ( Read more... )

well, i miss ryan hxc, this sux that he has to be gone. makes me wanna cry. stupid fucking lawn gnome has taken him away from me ( Read more... )

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hmhmmmhm. im getting my haircut,ryan i think is coming along, hes leaving tomorrow to stay with andrew so this is liek the last time ill get to see him for a while, till like the 6th, immgonan go pic out my pictures for dance today, hopefully they wont be too shitty and ill have somewhat of a selection.. u know. i think the close up is gonna look ( Read more... )