It's like a rule I have, I just don't. Perhaps that is bad ( Read more... )

Such a selfish sentence, isnt this? Selfish, more than likely, because it includes the word self-ish. As if my self is ish-like. As if I would say I will be there around 8:00ish my selfish nature will be there too? Hmm...I don't get it ( Read more... )

Things that will always be awkward: the first phone call, the admission of how you feel.

Something I will never understand: Can a question ever have an answer? If it does then is it not a question?

I never thought I'd feel old.

I never thought I could ever feel this apathetic, or let myself screw up this much, or fall this low, or hate myself as ( Read more... )

My life is divided into multiple stages: pre and post.

I gave up along time ago attempting to understand--wait thats a lie, I try everyday to understand.

I am trying very hard to figure out who to write this, to get all that is swimming out. Here are my various stages:

Sensual is in all that I am. I am sensual. I am neurotic. I laid with you and you ( Read more... )

I am falling-
out-
of love.

Inside I feel-
exploding!-
empty.

I am-
existing!-
alone.

love is-
it's nature-
impermanent.

I've learned-
I feelto let it go ( Read more... )

Just what are you trying to prove ( Read more... )

I feel ( Read more... )

This is how it is, this is the story you all want to hear ( Read more... )

Maybe I need this. This touch of ours. Could it be called something more than a friendship?--no. For me, I am dedicated fully to one, but maybe I need more. Sexuality expressed my women is looked down upon, possibly frowned on in literature. Too much, too scandalous, too erotic and better left unsaid. But maybe I need this exploration, for my ( Read more... )

I woke up, knowing, and with a curiosity to see if things would happen. I went, knowing, but still doubting the uncertainty and trivial pursuits of courtship. I left with you, knowing, and I laid down knowing that you would join me. Why did I say that? If only you would not have forgotten. And if only you were not so nice ( Read more... )