Ever do something you know you shouldn't? Ever sneak and learn something about someone you know you would not want to know?--but you kept on anyway and got what you wanted, and so now, you know ( Read more... )

It is a cool day, a dark day, and I am far away-in a book that is. A low wind hums, teasing the pages of a copy of Edward Abbey’s Desert Solitaire. My mind is far off; wandering in the dry heat of a desert afternoon-a vision of a lone cactus gleaming in the distance-the sound of my breath, emphasized, and lost in deep time. I am immune to my ( Read more... )

I am happy for them, I truly am. They have something I don't, not anymore. Time took it and hid it away somewhere. We both left it back weeks ago, months, and the exact date can serve as a reminder to things lost. A steady fade--always fading, faster ( Read more... )

I got my paper back today. I did not receive an A nor B nor even anything down to an F, I got an R. R for revision. Her note was ( Read more... )

All the house, all the world was enveloped in her sink-green gaze. A silent lethargy settles over and pauses on the minds of the many. Silence steals its way softly throughout time--closing on the hearts of man so utterly that sound never escaped. Well wishes disappear into the somnolence of space and eyes close on hearts and minds dissipate from ( Read more... )

Transcend; eat it all up till it seems to sink away. I am lost, lost in words unreal ( Read more... )

I'm tired of it all. Of school, worries, all of it ( Read more... )

I am never on here anymore. In reality it is sad. I can remember all the years I kept this journal with an earnest enjoyment for the time that I would later look back and read it. But now, I forget about it. I forget it is even here. And even now, as I remember, I feel as if I have moved on. But despite all of that I do want to keep it up from time ( Read more... )

Simply Sensual ( Read more... )

Honestly all I wanted, want, have wanted was to love him. Is that so much to ask? To express something so pure so simple so exact that we have in the only tangible way we can. In the only absolute close way we can. I wanted that, we wanted that. Don't punish us. For wanting each other, exactly, as we are. Don't take that away from us. I know there ( Read more... )