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End of Day 4
Today was SO much easier than yesterday. I think it's because I had so much interaction at work, I had a great lunch with friends, and I hung out with some work people afterwards. Then, my sister called me and we chatted for like an hour. And of course I made sure to make some plans for this weekend. By the way, this is the first Friday that we've ( Read more... ) -
Day 4
Wow, day 3 was hard. I thought about him so much. I started thinking about all our happy memories. I started missing him so much. I still do miss him a lot. But I reminded myself of the times he hurt me, and I forced myself not to contact him. He ended up IMing me last night! I knew I'd have no self control if I kept my phone on, so I shut it off ( Read more... ) -
Day 3
I can't believe it's only day 3. I can definitely feel depression starting to come. I've been thinking about him a lot today. So far I woke up, ran, and took a shower. I looked at my phone - he hasn't tried to contact me. I mean I know he'd have some excuse like "I wanted to give you space" to try make him look nice or something, but the fact is he ( Read more... ) -
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I don't feel good! I don't know why. I feel depressed that he hasn't tried to contact me. This has never happened before. Can he really just go on and never talk to me again and be fine? It's so frustrating. I should be happy - this means I don't have to deal with what to say to him, etc. But for some reason it's starting to bother me. I will not ( Read more... ) -
End of Day 2
So, it's the end of day 2 and I'm still alive. He still hasn't contacted me. I'm SO surprised. He usually would at least send me an IM. But this is good, because I wouldn't even know what to say to him ( Read more... ) -
Day 2
So now it's day 2. I still haven't heard from him. I am really, really surprised. Normally he would have said SOMETHING. Especially because he always says our friendship is the most important thing, and if anything happens to us he wants to remain friends. So normally he would have IMed me by now and tried to chat. This is really weird ( Read more... ) -
Day 1 is almost complete, and I haven't caved yet!
I'm actually really surprised that he hasn't contacted me. I don't think he's ever gone this long without contacting me. He would usually contact me and pretend nothing ever happened. So, this is really weird. It's also the longest I've gone without contacting him (while we're fighting), aside from one time when he was a total jerk and I ignored ( Read more... )