new journal .. no longer using this one .. its my past so like the rest of me im puttin it behind me .. new journal .. username bxtchbedrastic .. that is all

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i think im over "hiding" from things. my journal is no longer just friends. fuck it. you dont like it, dont read it. its just that simple.

take my torches for a dime ..
the pressure's fading away now ..
black cloud lifted for the light ..
the pressure's fading away now ..
a thousand cigarettes won't change the way we feel ..
the pressure's fading away now ..
can you bear the thought of knowing truth?
knowing truth ..

thank's jay, always know how to cheer a girl up..

mum's the word

friend's only

don't have one but wanna read .. make up a fake name kitty and then drop me a comment lettin me know who you is ..

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blah blah .. i should be going to go take a shower and do my hair .. but im lazy .. i should be watching law and order and learning .. but im not ..

this year has been a crazy one .. stupid presidents getting reelected .. unecessary war still carrying on .. lots of people dying .. my going to york killing lots of people (ha) .. but hey it's another ( Read more... )

haha that's me. i just finally cleaned out the back room about 20 minutes ago .. only a week after i've been home and only 3 days before i leave .. im classic i know .. so what's been new? well..

i got a new cellie. yes i know i have a bajillion of 'em but i swear this time im done. i got verizon now. my mom pays the bill so i think i'll stick here ( Read more... )

i hate dial-up. it sucks. life is so slow now. i miss my dsl. my hpoen is being a penis and won't upload the picture i want to upload. penishead.

my ears hurt from the gauging. fuckin 2gs can lick my asshole.

i have a doctors appt. tomorrow. then i haveta babysit again on wednesday. yay! i miss sandro and i only seen him last night. he's adorable. ( Read more... )

being online 24/7 really does make you update your journal a bit more often .. but i'll do it now while kory is in the shower ..

not much has been goin on .. seen sevendust the other night and kory was like a lil' school girl bout to cream his panties .. and boy did he .. im just glad he liked his present ..

going to aunt pat's tonight .. should be ( Read more... )

isabel is the best .. her sony tower ate my ring .. but tomorrow i will have it back .. now what's missing will be filled .. grandma came back .. and i've never been fuckin' happier .. i owe isabel my life and my first born child .. if she only knew what she did for me by finding that ring ..

i just realized that i have the absoulte best friends ever ..