well this entry is long overdue...but not really cause i stopped writing in this a long time ago.  This entry is really just for me.  I have completed a year of college in which nick and i went to the same college and we are totally and completely in love.  It's sad/happy/funny/wierd to read all of these entries about him because of everything that ( Read more... )

sooo

so much to write and say..but sooo many people dont care.  hahahahah

i love the people i have been spending time with..but miss everyone else.  and i wish the world was perfect and allllllllllll of my friends could hang out together allll the time.  it really is hard. and if you are someone i havent seen..its not cause i dont want to see you.. ( Read more... )

so i went to stebuenville last weekend.  it was obvs amazing.  but in the course of one week...i've already struggled and i hate it. absolutley hate it.  i feel so weak.  im mean to my parents and i know why..but i dont know if the reason is legit.  i love being at church and at youth group with all those people.  i dont know how to explain it.. ( Read more... )

so i've been running latley.  and if you know me...you know usually i'd say i hate to run.  it makes me tired.  but recently i started to run every single day.  at first it was for my image..i personally and not thrilled with how i look right now..and running every day and eating right seems the best way to fix that....  but as i have continued to ( Read more... )

oh yeahhh...i remember now.....thanks for refreshing my memory :)

but now...its even harder

sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

the smile on your face lets me know that you need me
theres a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
a touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall
you say it best
when you say nothing ( Read more... )

Courtney Choate rocks my socks

(rocked em right off my feet).

Pretty much?

i know i just updated...but..

i was just thinking about you

and you called me

and that makes me happier than you could ever know

and it begins

im so glad the year is over.....i'd rather not recap like court and sarah have...i'd like to..but we'd be here till tomorrow morning.

and i'd probably cry..but it owuld be okay cause i would end up laughing too

last summer...i completley believed it was going to be the best summer of my life...not so much..

...this summer...im thinking ( Read more... )

so the beach was really fun....minus the fact i got really really burnt. oh well

i was happy with who was there......felt bad at some points about not being a very good friend...but i dunno i'll keep trying?

you keep confusing me and i hate you for it...but i dont really hate you........wow eveer hear that one? hhaaaaaa
not who you are thinking ( Read more... )

longgg day at work...11-5...and it was slow..gah. but im getting paid so i guess its okayyyy ( Read more... )