a lesson learned all to well.

[getupanddanceee]

jessica was right.
jared was right.
caroline was right.
i was wrong. yet again.it's werid jess liked the guy at first cause he was sweet to me and stuff. she met him on the 20th. we all went to valleyfair and then me and him went back to my house to watch movies and sleep. yeah shut up. he slept over

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[sporkss]

in hindsight its always easy to say we should listen to people. but you never really learn until you experience yourself.
i think you need to start thinking more before you fall in love with guys becky. :'[

[getupanddanceee]

well i didnt fall for him. i just liked him. alot. i liked how i was always smiling when i was around him. or the day after we would hang out i smiled all day. he was the first guy i believed wasnt like the rest since tim. but he proved me wrong. it's funny my boss liked tim more than brian. cause she thought brian looked like a hippie. rofl. and tim seemed nicer. w/e. guys suck. hope met jon. but yeah i kinda fucked things up between me and him. but he fucked it up first with what he did. i was hurt by that so i went to the first guy that cared for me that wasnt him. it was werid too cause everyone kept telling me that jon was falling for me and has been since the moment he came to my house to pick me up for our senior prom. and i was falling for him. but fuck dude i was scared. so i ran. and fucked everything up for us. i'm good at that i guess. =[[

[sporkss]

being scared is ok.
just... talk to him about it, so he knows where your coming from and isnt all out of the loop...

♥
i might get online later soon

[getupanddanceee]

jon? hhaha. no. he moved on. i am. hes dating someone. and has been since may. he loves her im sure. i already lost my chance with him sadly. i wish he would give me other one but i know he never will.
so i've moved on somewhat. i gotta backed away from that group of friends. it sucked since they were always so much fun. but yeah it hurt to be around them.