i am untouchable ( Read more... )

he hasn`t called. or text ( Read more... )

i hate guys. seriously i do. no joking. i hate em.

they confuse me to hell. and i hate it. i don`t like being confused. not about this.

i like this boy. a lot. i feel 100% safe around him; in his arms. i`m totally fine with myself and how i look when i am with him. i`ve never had that feeling before.

and he seems to feel mutual. when we kissed.. he ( Read more... )

yupp i so suck at updating this thing. =[

Soon when i have enough time; prolly tomorrow or tuesday since i have off. i will actually update this thing. everything from my trip to phoenix to now. so prepare to read it all; my darlings<3

i think i`ve spent like $100 on jess for christmas. haha. $200 for everyone else. haha. =]] i only got anita && jess gifts out of my friends; cause they`ve been there for me 100% lately... jamesy gave me a teddy bear today to make up for what happened last weekend.

i got drunk at darrel`s apartment. (this kid from my class. he was a football player ( Read more... )

jessica was right.
jared was right.
caroline was right.
i was wrong. yet again.it's werid jess liked the guy at first cause he was sweet to me and stuff. she met him on the 20th. we all went to valleyfair and then me and him went back to my house to watch movies and sleep. yeah shut up. he slept over ( Read more... )

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Calling me up out of the blue to hang out. You come over and right away you start shit. And act like you still know me and how I feel. Could you be more out of line? You don't even know me anymore. We haven't talked in months;boy. You think I still like you and care for you? Get a clue. I'm over it. And you. You destroyed me. Completely. And now I ( Read more... )

I`m getting so weary of all the hook-ups I have. I`m so sick of it all. Hooking up with guys; I never see most of them again. If I do it`s just plain awkard. It`s getting so old; so fast. It`s like a constant tug on my heart strings. I need more. I need to have someone love me back. I am sick of this shit. The games we play, playing hard to get. It ( Read more... )