As I am sitting here waiting for my mom to come and get me and all my shit... I am doing a lot of thinking (esp. since I don’t have a TV that is hooked up anymore and no awesome speakers). I’m thinking that drama is almost a part of life that is always going to be there. I’m thinking, “Think about all the shit that has happened this year! ( Read more... )

today i officially have less than two weeks of school left

i dont know what happened to the time...

like one second, its the first day of classes,

and then the next,

its all over.

what the hell happened???

i think that over this year(well, since august), i have learned a lot

who i am as a person

more or less what i want to do with my life
more ( Read more... )

things lately are starting to look at LOT better!!!!

I dont know why, but things seem to be falling back into place like they were before!! that makes me really happy. i mean, still there are a lot of things that are fucked up, but, now my life here at ODU is much more happy. i think that part of it was due to Ashley's visit on friday and saturday ( Read more... )

and again, i find myself confused about everthing that is goin on in my life... i try to be a good person, yet my whole world turns to shit. what did i do? honestly. i try so hard to do the right thing, and then something always ends up happening and i somehow do the wrong thing. does that make sence? someone always has to turn around what i did or ( Read more... )

this is weird… why am I writing…I guess I need to get some shit out….

Today I find myself sitting at my computer not really sulking, but more or less depressed. Yea, I have been depressed for the better half of my life, but this is a different kind from what I am used to. It is like I cant be myself. I find that when I am being who I really am ( Read more... )

its been a while... and im pissed because of the bengals... and it has been two days too!! gosh!! anywho... im really bored so i decided to write in my thingie... school is crazy!! i cannot believe that finals are almost here!! it is insane!!!! i mean, i already had my lab final on friday, and A WEEK FROM NOW i have two finals, newpage and ( Read more... )

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So, Today is monday, there is football on shortly... the Colts vs. the Rams.... too bad i dont care who wins... well, who does... i really dont like the colts, and i really dont care about the rams... so yeah... all i know is that i want to see the packers come back from a 1-4 start and STEAL the division ( Read more... )

hello again,

Today is the second day of classes... so far they have been ok... i have done sooooo much studing and homework... school is fun... the people that are from norfolk say it is "ghetto" im like "riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight, if you say so!" lol everyone is nice here... lol and i think that people think i am totally insane... i dont know!! well, ( Read more... )

just after u posted that i just realized that i have lost a lot of friends... and i dont know why.... i am sitting here at my computer thinking about leaving on friday... and then i was trying to think about all the people i am leaving.. the sad thing is that, it is not many people...i dont know why, but i feel like i have 5 or 6 friends, depending ( Read more... )

man.... i go to odu in days.........