harsh words running round my head
but ill hold back and stay quiet instead
anxiety pushes
as you walk by,
head down,
in front of me
try,
make contact
and look away
my eyes retract
and my fuse frays
my heart explodes
and this heavy load
will heave a bitter sigh
as i want you out of my life.
but kindness will forever be how i strive.

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i just saw two huge raccoons in my front yard practically on my front step, i mean huge no joke, like the size of a bear cub...and my mom and step dad are up the latest they have ever been because they cant sleep, and i dont believe its because of the heat, could have possibly been the guy who practically broke down our front door screaming to ( Read more... )

So today my day was made by a second grader, he is the nicest kid ever and is sooo smart, ive seen on several occassions. He loves God and shows it. He came up to me today, i know his mom pretty good, and said thanks for cleaning my classroom and then proceeded to follow me into a room and came up behind me and gave me a big hug. He made my day ( Read more... )

You were always there
to be the one that i not dare
stare into your eyes
so beautiful and set back
deep into thought; contemplation
on your insecurity
left utterly helpless
in your own mind
such eyes wander to find
a belief in such things

Ive been hangin with every one lately and it makes me happy especially my grandpa, he rocks, we went to dinner like old times(after i got back from the beach with two awesome friends phelan and chelsea, ill miss her). Grandpa and i went to applebees as usual and i had the steak as usual and he told me stories, even though some were repeats, and i ( Read more... )

Some were mad
Some were sad
Some were even glad
but they're gone
And life will go on

Some thoughts of contacts were made
Keeping a friend could be the state
They are gone in a new world now
And keeping the friends could be, but How?
We will see now won't we

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