long nights, early mornings. all the lovely things we enjoy at this age, i'm gonna miss you 257.

i think i have finally hit rock bottom with my alcholism. i was hitting on/being taken advantage of by one my best bro's ex-girlfriends and despite the fact that he and i both (well me anyways) despise her there was still some beef in the morning. as well i got into a stupid druken physical fight with another of my best bros, as a result of which ( Read more... )

see now, i use my subject headings like other people use their msn names...to say stupid shit that doesn't mean anything ( Read more... )

it's strange when you know the best thing you ever did was break up. and yet you still miss them and want them to want you. i mean phone sex would be nice, but honestly i'm just looking for a little something more. maybe it's come time to actually invest some emotion in someone else, or maybe that's the OE talking. fucking OE.

another reillys in the bag. dare i say that the time may have come to venture away from our protective little home land.

how's winnipeg? miss you ladies.

my time here is coming to a close and i'm ready for a motherfucking change. not anything too long term, just really ready to get out of this city ( Read more... )

why are girls so lame...i really have a hard time with the whole sex. not that they're not good people i'm sure, i just don't understand it. perhaps it's not all girls but certainly a large portion of the ones i deal with and it's really fucking pissing me off. i think i'll pack it in, buy a pickup and take it down to mb.

ok here's the plan, i think it's time to wash my pants again. whenever it rains it really let's the smell out of them. it's an assortment of piss, smoke, and ass. lovely really. maybe i won't wash them, if the smell's coming out that must mean that it's leaving.

right now i'm trying to decide whether or not to go puke in the sony washrooms. maybe i'll ask the little dude from wave to hold my hair back

as this is my first entry i should probably just rant and rave within it. but instead i'll share that i just finished reading a wonderful novel written in prose by anne carson. the book's called 'autobiography of red' lovely novel really.

hopefully nate get's home soon so he can distract me by suggesting some hockey or booze. either or really.