my latest crazy, off-the-wall, dont laugh at me... idea ( Read more... )

ok.. ive settled on what im going to make... its going to be a wood bound book with pewter inlays and hinges.. similar to this ( Read more... )

my mom had me come get the things of mine she was storing in her basement and attic today... they are getting ready to have a garage sale to get rid of all the stuff they've picked up at auctions over the years that they dont use... and while digging around i found some things (plus what i already owned) that i think will work for the decor ideas ( Read more... )

or perhaps its my former name-sake.. the great smith god of the norse... .. with his hammer ringing in my head ( Read more... )

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Yeah ok.. im not dead ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life... i honestly dont want to live anymore...

i never knew how much i really loved her... i guess i never accepted that she wouldnt come back to me... and then she did.. and for one brief moment my entire life was bright again... now its gone.. twice ive died.. whats once more.. im so tired of him taking my life from me.. i feel like i have nothing anymore.. i always felt like i could ( Read more... )

Just over 6 years ago... i was living as a guy. A heterosexual male to be exact and if someone had asked me back then if i had any interest in men.. i probably would have become ill at the thought. I didnt like men for all the hetero-male reasons not too. Then.. i started living as a woman.. taking hormones.. and suddenly.. the idea of being ( Read more... )

ok.. so went to work.. but they had no mail so they were sending us home as soon as we got there. I drove as fast as i could to get home before the storm caught me.. with little success. It was lightning pretty bad so i decided to make a run for it to my apartment... i got half way. BAM... my vision fills with light.. my ears are ringing and ( Read more... )