i want a motorcycle..

yeah.. thats it. *vrooomm*

i throw all kinds of ideas out there.. and you guys jump on the one im like only half serious about.. heheh.. ok.. so i was talking to kara_vevina and came up with a similar idea along these lines.... we have a post-apocalyptic fashion show... and some movies and such. the rules being.. that your "costume" for the night would consist entirely of " ( Read more... )

im doing much better... for anyone that was.....worried.

Air is stubborn and refuses to go inside ... what is it afraid of? I feel like a paper shell.... a futile cell for... it wants out. but there is nothing.. nothing inside me... and its stagnant like the depths of a bog... i want to tear apart.. but if i rip the flesh... the blood wont come... and i'll know... i want to feel something.. i want ( Read more... )

I got my new work schedule tonight.. For anyone wanting to know when I can hang out and such... Here it is - I work from 11:00pm to 3:00am Monday night thru Friday night. Sooo... my days off are Saturday Day/Night and Sunday Day/Night ( Read more... )

my last post didnt exactly come out how i wanted.. i was asking a question really.. but it came out as an attack on the validity of religions today.. so.. im going to make that post private.. and seek answers.. somewhere else.. or .. maybe re-state my questions...

I spent the night reading my old LJ posts.. and the two xanga accounts i had before that.. and a few of my friends LJ/xanga pages...

hmmmm i was gonna post something about that... but the BACKSPACE key eats everything i write.... heh.. oh well. sleep...

4:00am... i decide im hungry so i get in my car and decide to drive the short distance to Dillon's to buy some pizza. My tank is empty... but in the parking lot of dillons is a gas station. 24 hour pay at the pump.... the little booth was closed but i could still pump gas ( Read more... )

so.. where am i going with this all this construction business... well here is my goal... this is what i want.

I want.. sometime in the future.. to have a house which we built in the Wichita parade of homes. AND... i want a portion of the profit from the sell of the home to go towards Breast Cancer research. I think that would be the coolest

Things are moving just a bit faster than I was casually planning, but thats not a bad thing really. I recieved a business loan for what little start up costs there are for my Construction Company.. and the rest will go towards living expense until the business starts making money ( Read more... )