So yeah I havn't updated in a while because I was in rehab for the past 21 days. I got back yesterday. It's good to be back. enough said. much love to you all.

Rehab doesn't change a druggie...Look at me
Lenore Pendergast

Just how deep can shit get?Well let's find out ( Read more... )

He has a new girlfriend... And I have a new boyfriend... My replacement isn't going so well and I think I need to get rid of him soon. I want to skwer him like a dove and watch him die. I don't know what to do. Go away? Die? Do nothing at all? I don't know if I'm going to school tomorrow. So fuck everything in the world... So sit back and relax, ( Read more... )

Narcotics Cosmetics, Narcotics cosmetics, Narcotics Cosmetics...

I think a recap of events shall be in order for today...

ThursdayUmm school yeah. Not so fan fuckingtastic. Mainly me being all emotionally distant. Went to a movie with Taylor. That was awkward and weird. I don't know why we went to a movie, but oh well. It was fun anyways hanging ( Read more... )

Fuck the world. Fuck society. Fuck emotions. Fuck everything that ever was and ever will be. I hate all but my friends right now.

Hooked on radiation
Lenore Pendergast

I really hate meth. I don't know why I did it yesterday. All I can say is that the come down is really fucking shitty and so is the day after. Enough said.

If you really want to make me happy then blow my brains out...
Lenore Pendergast

My heart has shattered into a million pieces. And my mind is being flooded by a torrent of emotions. I feel hate and sadness the most though. I'm lost in this maze and I can't find my way out. I'm letting everything go away. I don't care anymore. I hate feeling for things especially people. I feel like I've been betrayed. I think he likes someone ( Read more... )

Defilement
I see the drugs ( Read more... )

I'm back. I got mixed up. Malakai couldn't go and spyder baby filled in. So he was in texas with me. I should have known that. Texas sucked... I missed all my friends. And now I feel like whore. At least I have a check for $500 and a strand of pearls ( Read more... )

So yeah instead Of getting back On the 27th I'm getting back On the 29th. MOther fucking bastards. They can suck my blOOdy gilded cunt ( Read more... )