everything spilled out of me today ( Read more... )

i have been confused and frustrated and lost for awhile now. i'm not really sure how it began or why. It's kinda like I just woke up one morning and how i saw my whole life changed. i have felt like i didnt belong where I was, I didn't feel comfortable in my own skin, i wanted to rip out of my skin and run away from everything, and be "free". free ( Read more... )

so i was sitting with ashley watching tv and eating ice cream tonight trying to make her feel better. and i reaized something. i don't love life, like im not content with how everything is or how all parts of my life are heading. but im really enjoying life and i feel like some of my... i dont know fire? spunk? is back. i dont know. but i feel ( Read more... )

vacation ( Read more... )

Of all the things I've believed in ( Read more... )

I walk across Storrow to the water ( Read more... )

i feel mucho better... yeah... sleep is nice.

my day consisted of mtv and bella... eickermaba.

im thinking two day week this week... senioritis... bad thing.

this is for one chris ryan...
what you consider to count... 12... hmmm
you?

me and my lists.
me and my bella pals.

oh and eric is faggot... anyone agree?

i couldnt get out of bed this morning.

i feel like shit.

im tired. the weekend wore me out. but it was worth it ( Read more... )

oh god all day was just random ( Read more... )