right from wrong is not quite seen ( Read more... )

I have always seen myself as strong. I need people, like relationships to be happy, but if it were to come down to it I could be absolutely alone and survive. My whole life the people who were supposed to be there for me did a pretty shitty job. I guess which is why I am so let down when relationships and friendships that i have put a lot of time ( Read more... )

September 21, 2006 ( Read more... )

You've got this new head filled up with smoke ( Read more... )

I have no idea what is going on in my life right now, and that's okay ( Read more... )

kraig and I broke up.

I never thought I'd see those five words.

What do you say, what do you do when there are no songs, no words, no thoughts, no way of communicating a feeling that is so overwhelming inside that the meer thought of it makes your eyes fill up with tears. How can you take a piece of that hollowness in your chest and express it to another person? You feel like your body could explode outward but ( Read more... )

so my darling miss julie and mister chali came to unh last night. it was awesome. i love when people from home come visit me here... because i have the best of both worlds, it's like they are involved in my "now" life. i also got to hang out with some of the ol' boys. it was all together a great night, one that i haven't had in a long time, and ( Read more... )

So I was sitting in my room two days ago and I realized the date, November 29th, and I was shocked into a state of confusion. It is Decemeber today, that's crazy. It is not so amazing that it's already decemeber, even tho I do feel like it was just summer, but this is the first time since I can remember that at this point in the year that I am not ( Read more... )

life is really good right now ( Read more... )