I start to realize how much love isn't around the world. but then I see how much there is also. it's so confusing ( Read more... )

I apologize for my behavior.

that was fucking retarded.

while I remove myself RUDELY from your life.

I apologize more my recent actions.

What is it? Can someone tell me? I probably sound like so freakish depressed kid, and I am sorry. I have this tendency of holding everything in, and now I have this, which basically no one reads, to write too. It is MY journal, right? I guess I need some advice...or at least want it. I really don't know anymore. I smile a lot but that doesn' ( Read more... )

You know, I don't think I will ever know myself completely. I don't think I will every be alright. I have a lot of trouble pin-pointing who I am. It's so confusing sometimes...I just wish I knew who I was, then it would be so much easier for me to live. It's not that I want to be like someone I know...I really just don't know. Everything is ( Read more... )