there is a part of me that is missing now and all i do is cry.
i didnt realize how strongly i felt...until now.

all i can do is wait around and pray

wow i havent really written here in a really long time!
but ok so i am really frustrated! with life in general....boys school family work...damn everything to hell right now...honestly i just want to move away and start over! i've been so upset lately:( i just dont know what to do anymore....

HELP!

ITS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!
I'M LEGAL BITCHES!!! WOOOOO
LETS PARTTTYYYYYYY:)
<3

I'M GOIN TO VEGAS ON FRIDAY TO SEE MY HAYLEY AMBER WOOOOO!!!!!!

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THEY RNT LEAVING! THEY RNT LEAVING! THEY RNT LEAVING!
just a small case scratch that huge case of denial!

So the time is comin near to where my friends start to go their separate ways off to college...and i'm not ready for it at all. I'm trying really hard to be strong but its so hard. and God knows my parents rnt makin it easy. i duno i guess just one step at a time....

i'm out of highschool but this feels all too wierd to me!
Well congrats to everyone and good luck!
<3

So my highschool career is over in 3 days....
I have very mixed emotions about it...but mainly i am sad!
its gonna be so hard to deal with my close friends leaving me :(
what am i gonna do?!?

YaY tomorrow is prom and i'm so freakin excited.....who is with me?!!?