why is it every time I start to get comfortable in my own skin, with my life, again Im ripped from it with avengence....I hate roller coasters..actual and metaphorically emotional...Ill wait til he realizes it not gunna work...especially since he has a feeling it wont...but I cant wait too long..it hurts too much...im forver wondering whats going ( Read more... )

well, instead of just reading everyone else l.js i decided to update mine as well ( Read more... )

long time no update ( Read more... )

havent posted in a while..things r going okay i guess....pretty uneventful thank goodness...The homecoming game was AMAZING..so much fun! Screamed so damn loud i thought i was gunna loose my voice...surprised i didnt...had a REALLLLY bad sore throat the next day though..very intense game...didnt sit down for the last like 20 minutes..we won though ( Read more... )

its great how as soon as i see my parents it suddenly seems as if everything is okay after all....

yeah so ( Read more... )

its weird ( Read more... )

so....wow...ive been so all over the board lately ( Read more... )

Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this ( Read more... )

the weather is finally beautiful up here...more than anything i want someone to lay with me outside under the night sky under a blanket and lay...just lay there, taking in the beauty of it all. In a perfect world.....in a perfect world.....