All I want is for Justin and I to be closer... yet I keep having these "fits" that push him away. I know it pushes him away and yet I still do it. I convince myself that I'm so hurt and helpless when there's really no reason. I get upset and cry and when Jud tries to comfort me, I push him away and upset him. I say I'm sorry every time it ( Read more... )

So you're thinking I got my car by now... that would be wrong. I did get my invoice however and my car should be here somewhere around the 18th. I don't get an extra 1500 off my car which pisses me off, but by now, I just want my freakin car ( Read more... )

Now Rod (Justin's dad) says my car should be here before the 1st of April, so that's a yay. I get paid tonight at midnight and it will be a glorious 3 week paycheck instead of the normal 2 ( Read more... )

Sooo... it seems like I won't be getting my new aveo for another month or two. This makes me very sad. I'm all excited to get it and everything. On the bright side, I can put money away like i were "making payments" to save up for the down payment so I have smaller monthly payments, yay. Justin and his dad keep teasing me and saying my car is ( Read more... )

I went with Justin to his first night of class... it's his 1 credit computer class on using Microsoft Word (chuckles)... He's so going to test out of it. I figured he's driving for almost 2 hours (there and back) and his class is two hours, so I'd endure the pain with him. I sat outside his class reading my Maxim and then after his break a ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I forgot about this thing again, but luckily for you it's only been a week and a half. well, in that week and a half, Valentine's Day has come and gone and I am happy to announce it went wonderfully on the romantic side of things. We won't talk about the doctor's appointment that morning because that was not as nice lmao. Justin got me ( Read more... )

So uh, yesterday went a bit better, but not quite. Christa frustrates the crap out of me. She and the others recognize when someone doesn't bank with us and I swear they avoid all other customers and jump all over that person... well, Christa does that anyway. I strongly believe that is why my referals are lacking. (sigh) Oh well. So I'm ( Read more... )

You remember that book the teacher read to us back in the day? Yeah, that was my day ( Read more... )

So my entry from earlier I was flustered... probably should have relaxed before I wrote, but alas, I'm an imperfect being ( Read more... )

Justin got home last night. I tried to stay up, but it just didn't work. I did however wake up when he got here and boy was I happy to see him. They didn't get any geese, but they had fun and I guess it was a nice vacation for Justin ( Read more... )