Saturday:
Went to my cousin's hockey game at 9am (they won 2-0).
Went to the mall at noon and shopped until about 3 when I felt a little sick and sat down in the comfy mall chairs.
Fell asleep in the mall for an hour (yes, I took an hour long mall nap), until Katie woke me up.
Met up with Anthony and his new girlfriend, Jenny, at about 5:30, and ( Read more... )

Tuesday:
Got home around 6, went directly out to dinner with my grandpa. Crab legs? Delicious.
Went to Javas with Anthony, Jason, Dan, Olga, Matt, and zomg, Pat Foster. Some other supporting cast members were there too. Someone from the class of 2001 was playing guitar/singing, and he was the cooliest. Very good songs, amazing lyrics.
Then we did the ( Read more... )

Will I lose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare?

I'm just finding it so hard to gather any energy or enthusiasm these days. I just can't seem to be optimistic at all.

And I know I need to be. I know it helps so much if you are. I just can't do it. I'm so pessimistic, I think it's killing me more.

I'm so scared.

Everyone knows I miss my friends all the time, big time. Well, now I won't ever forget about them ( Read more... )

1. You are in the Witness Protection Program and must invent a new first, middle, and last name.
-Christian Atilla DeMarco
2. You are in a threesome with two famous people, alive or dead. Who are they?
-Abraham Lincoln and John Wilkes Booth
3. You are in charge of naming your band. What's the name of the band?
-I liked "Blowing Up the Truth" until ( Read more... )

Okay, I know I've said this a thousand times but - this song perfectly describes me. Where I'm at in my life right now. More than anything I've ever heard. I think the difference this time is that all the songs before have been what I've felt in my heart, and this song is about what my head is telling me - and the constant fight between the ( Read more... )

Does anyone know what it's like to be grilled by a fat Russian handyman on subjects such as Archimedes, people having sex with chimpanzees, and the origins of fascism?

Cuz I do.

Belief is a beautiful armor
That makes for the heaviest sword
Like punching underwater
You never can hit who you're trying for

Some need the exhibition
Some need to know they tried
It's the chemical weapon 
For the war that's raging on inside

I just read all my journal entries from January 13th 2004 (the very first entry!) - April 2004 (I got kinda bored/I need to go running!).

It was pretty surreal reading how I felt over two years ago, holy shit, almost three years ago. Time flies, even when you're not always having fun. But speaking of fun, out of all the entries thus far, this was ( Read more... )

Crikey.

Feel free to disregard my last journal entry and pay attention to this one instead.

Steve Irwin, the Crocodile Hunter, died yesterday.  He was filming a documentary underwater when he was suddenly attacked by a stingray and stabbed through the heart.

Allow me to reiterate. The Crocodile Hunter was stabbed through the heart by a stingray.

While ( Read more... )