something of an end

Oct 22, 2006 02:45

when did i become so boring? i wasn't aware that i was so replaceable.

i keep trying to pinpoint in my head when things went wrong, but i cannot figure it out for the life of me. i'd be lying if i said this didn't bother me, but at the same time it's sooo much easier to just pretend that i don't carei have two interviews coming up. tomorrow at 1: ( Read more... )

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spiritualtramp October 22 2006, 03:21:55 UTC
omg beautiful

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ghost1929 October 22 2006, 06:27:03 UTC
i know.
i'm in love.

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mickeyeyes October 22 2006, 03:50:55 UTC
thats a pretty sweet painting or picture or whatever and i dont feel like punctuating or capitalizing so i just wanna say that youre not alone in this and im sorry that certain people are fucking rejects

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ghost1929 October 22 2006, 06:27:42 UTC
yeah...i seriously love all her work. they bring forth feelings in me that i cannot express with words.

and yeah.
i want to cry.

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my_london_sun October 22 2006, 16:50:04 UTC
I'm not sure what's wrong at home, Meg, but I can honestly say you're the least boring person I know, and if there is someone out there who is too dumb to realize what an excellent person you are... Well, they need their head examined. That's the bottom line. (Cuz Stone Cold said so?)

And that painting is quite cool :)

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ghost1929 October 22 2006, 19:00:33 UTC
haha, thank you. there's a lot of "nothing" going on here, and way too much of "something". hard to explain, but yeah...

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my_london_sun October 23 2006, 15:30:45 UTC
Well, hopefully everything starts going better for you, ASAP... I don't want to have to come back to New Hampshire and start cracking skulls, y'know...

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mickeyeyes October 22 2006, 21:39:52 UTC
AAAAAAHAHAHAHAAAAAA! I love you and the fact that you use your random tidbits from the past as great words of ecouragement!

You fucking JABRONI!

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neurotickeith October 22 2006, 18:46:35 UTC
To be completely honest you are a boring person but only in the minds of "wrong people". I find just about everything you say to be of extreme value and pretty enticing. I wish I could say that you should ignore those who are wrong but you simply can't and that's a trouble that most genuinely good people have to deal with. It sucks I know but..."that's life".

Maybe I don't know where you're coming from but from what I can gather is that what you are going through is an experience that I've felt before. I could be wrong but your mood, in reflection to your surroundings, is similar to woes I've had the misfortune to have. I hope it'll pass for you because it's truly not a good thing to go though...then again I could not know.

Good luck (there's a semi-throwaway comment if there ever was one) on your interviews and here's hoping that your costume effort outshines your attitude for the party. It might be fun...

Yes...Kathleen Lolley is quite good.

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ghost1929 October 22 2006, 19:02:39 UTC
thanks, it means a lot to me that you say that. i hope it passes to...but only time will tell, i guess. i just hate feeling this way. i just need to distract myself, but it's tough. blah, i'm sick of my own banter. i need some new thoughts.

the interview today was...meh. but i don't feel like explaining it on here. and i enjoyed us talking last night, and sorry if i wouldn't shut up and kept ranting on and on.

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