why does my life send me such mixed signals ( Read more... )

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last night i had a dream in which i was staying in a 4-star hotel. the reason as to why i was there revolved around myself being shipped off to college, but lacking an appropriate place to abide until the semester began. my parents had left the country for reasons unknown and so had placed me in the finest establishment they could locate, where all ( Read more... )

i honestly feel happy. i don't remember the last time i felt this way. but this wave of reassurance swept over me today...whispering that everything is going to turn out okay. i don't need anyone else to accompany me on this journey, i have myself and that's all that matters. i had random interviews today...and i have more on thursday, on which day ( Read more... )

occasion: interview number two
setting: manchester mall
time: 3:30 pm
store: bath and body worksmy second interview went immensely better than the first. BUT!! instead of having a pre-menopausal blond yuppie waiting to be interviewed after me, this time i was accompanied by a pre-pubescent cocoa-headed daddy's girl...who couldn't have been any ( Read more... )

let me start this by saying that i'm determined to find whatever douchebag created mapquest and successfully disembowel them ( Read more... )

when did i become so boring? i wasn't aware that i was so replaceable.

i keep trying to pinpoint in my head when things went wrong, but i cannot figure it out for the life of me. i'd be lying if i said this didn't bother me, but at the same time it's sooo much easier to just pretend that i don't carei have two interviews coming up. tomorrow at 1: ( Read more... )

ohhhhh, how i've missed me and ash's random convos.Snow Leoperd: sorry i was peeing! i ate a can of asparagus earlier and my pee smelt like it ( Read more... )

the bad:
job hunting at 1:15 am and having almost every possible job posting require experience or turn out to be part-time.
LAME!

the good:
discovering galactic french hip-hop totally by accident.
always a plus.

i'm basically applying at every single store that is hiring. if anyone hears anything, let me know.
i need need neeeeeeeed a job.

continental can go suck a dick, it's their fault i'm in this predicament.

also! i want one song or band suggestion from everyone who reads this. my brain craves new music.
you all know what i like.