I'm shaking again. Just a tiny tremble. I have been fine now for about three weeks. I have been laughing and things have been feeling so good.
But today my dad finally got the news that on Tuesday next week he is going in for his first round of chemo.
It's a good thing that he is finally getting the treatment that is needed. But in the same time ( Read more... )

I so wish there was something good to write about. Something happy or just some spark of light but these days it's like I'm clinging to darkness. I don't believe in God. I wish I could. I so wish I could have something to cling to now. But there is no higher power. At least not here. 
If there was a God then he has so much explaining to do because I ( Read more... )

Couldn't have said it better myself..
Let the right one in VS Twilight:

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Seriously, I don't like scary movies. I don't. I do not have the nerves for it. I freak myself out. But then I saw one amazing one...Let the right one in. Some people have compared this movie to Twilight because it also has vampires and its a love story. But that's where it ends. For me Twilight is a soap opera and with lines like "You're my life ( Read more... )

Two reasons why The Assassination of Jesse James by the coward Robert Ford is one of the best movies I have ever seen:

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This has to be the best description of a character that I have ever heard. I love the fact that they stuck with it. It's almost as exactly as in the book.

And the ending...It has so much angst and so much..well reality to it, ( Read more... )

I have a new addiction..Hmmm...Prison Break. My nerves can't take it. But oh, I love it. I bought season two and finished watching it in a day. Then I bought season three and finished it yet in a day. That's how addictive it is to me. I have started on season four now and my nerves..Well, lets just say that they are weak..;)
I haven't found any good ( Read more... )

It's already the middle of November and its getting closer and closer to Christmas.That freaks me out 'cause I can't figure out what to get everyone for Christmas. AGGG..The pressure...Well, hopefully I will figure it out in time.

It's getting darker and darker here now. It's completley pitch black outside around four in the afternoon. And with that ( Read more... )

Last night I finished reading The Boy in the Striped Pajamas by John Boyne. It was a book that I decided to read after I read the movie review in some magazine. I do not normally do such a thing. I pick my books carefully not to get bored..;) But this one I'm happy that I read because no book has affected me so much as this one did. The ending ( Read more... )

The soundtrack to the movie into the wild is on repeat in my stereo. Eddie Vedder's awesome and haunting voice calms me more than ever.
I have rewoken my love for all things Eddie and Pearl Jam. Some of my favorite Eddie songs/Pearl Jam:

Society ( from the soundtrack to "Into the wild" ):

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Masters of war ( awesome Dylan cover. Bob Dylan writes such ( Read more... )

It's almost dark outside and it's only seven o'clock in the evening. But in a way, I like this time of the year. All the pretty colours and oh, the air, so crisp and so fresh.
Last week one of my oldest friends came to visit me for three days. She had changed in some ways but in the same time she was exactly the way I remembered her. She's a vegan ( Read more... )