so i got home from orientation about an hour ago. and i really just want to go back. i really loved it there. i didn't feel uncomfortable at all. it was so easy just to talk to anyone around you. i love it. i love it and i miss Lenhardt hall. i met some awesome girls that i hung out with all the time. there was amanda- a german ed major, grace who ( Read more... )

sooooo... i graduated from highschool. i can't believe i didn't update about that. well. it was completely surreal. and it doesn't feel like i won't be forced to walk those halls again. hmm.

my week off from doing anything involved a lot of sleeping in, partying, and hanging out. i'm sorry to see it end. camp started yesterday. it feels like i ( Read more... )

so i offically had my last day of hs EVER yesterday. we sat outside forever and rehearsed the ceremony AGAIN. you would think being hs students practicing for graduation we'd be able to grasp simple concepts like standing up or sitting on someone's nod. i guess not. whatever, there is no practice on monday so i'm a pretty happy girl. we voted for a ( Read more... )

what i loved about today: beach, sun, sand, ocean (even though it was FREEZING!!), ALGWDDS, pigging out, jamming in the car, hide and seek, drunk ppl, FERRIS!!!!, hangman, acting like literal retards, manatee sounds, terrorist attacks, board walk, beach (it counts twice), laughing, reenacting lord of the flies, OC scary stories, dike on a bike, ( Read more... )

senior prom was this past weekend. let me tell you.. it was amazing. i was nervous about how it would go, but really.. i had nothing to be worried about. i loved my dress, it was a [mostly] stress free day, my date was amazing <3. i couldn't've asked for a better prom. my limo was my best friends, nothing more or less. it was just all around great ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly depressed. cool.

so i'm pissed i missed gilmore girls ugh ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here thinking. . . i'm really unsatisfied with life. i'm not getting anything out of it. i can't wait for college. 121 days. i feel like in college i'll start completely anew, and drop all ties with hs. i love twp, i love my friends, and i wouldn't ever really leave either. i just think somethings are holding me back from being ( Read more... )

hey amanda

don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it get to you. don't let it ( Read more... )

i'm growing up. i didn't know this until i began to accept the things i cannot change. for months i've been trying to control things that i have no power over, mainly ppl. and today as i sat in the sun, i realized that i'm getting over it. i'm growing up and moving on. i'm realizing that there is no point to living in the past, and wishing for the ( Read more... )