so around november i met a friend of my friend john. his name is jay. well. from the second i laid eyes on jay i was crushing pretty hard. but crushes are crushes for a reason right? someone to just have to look at and just wonder what it would be like to actually be with...well from november until as of late..jay was just that. a very adorable ( Read more... )

i made anthony leave and go to his mothers for the time being until he gets his own place in may. for both of our own sanity, its just for the best. we were doing ok not fighting just co-existing, but the last few days has been nothing but attitude and more attitude from him no matter what. i just think its highly unnecessary for all the other ( Read more... )

im sitting here waiting for class to start....im so exhausted hahaha. but its getting better. its funny how now that anthony and i are broken up im expecting so much more of him. now that im not trying to be considerate of him. for the last nine months ive been the ONLY one to get up with liam and stay up with him in the middle of the night. ( Read more... )

its been quite sometime since ive made any posts....its definitely pretty insane the turn my life has taken. not in a bad way at all. liam is almost 9 months old. hes getting so big and so beautiful. its amazing how active he is and how interactive he is. everything about him makes me smile so much. i never knew you could be as close to crying at ( Read more... )

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its been quite awhile so much to update! liam was born on friday the 13th at 446am!!! i cant believe im a mother. i didnt think that i could be so in love with someone i hardly know. hes the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. being a mom is the best thing ive ever had the privelage of doing. liam is soooo adorable, i cant get enough of him. ( Read more... )

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so much has gone on in the last two months. ive been so unbelievably exhausted and just sick.im glad this semester is finally over. it was a nightmare im not expecting to do half as good as i usually do. but its the first time in years that my grades have suffered due to personal stuff going on so one semester is ok ( Read more... )