So it's been a pretty eventful week. Let's see where to start. Last weekend I finally got around to finding parts and fixing my car. So then my dad also gave me the title to the car. So now I have to find some way to get some more money to pay $195 for motor mouunts, then I also have to fix the front part of my car that I already have parts for ( Read more... )

It's been seven hours and fifteen days ( Read more... )

So today I finally got my car fixed. But for some reason, I'm still not happy. I haven't been truly happy in a long time. Not since Aida left me.

"after awhile you learn ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I guess I'm just in one of those moods. I'm upset, mad, sad, and all these other things all at the same time. Confusing stuff. Nothing speaks emotions like music though... so yea...

So Strange I Remember You in protest of a prayer ( Read more... )

Here's a song that I have in the works... It's just my thoughts and feelings lately. It's kinda vague, but it just needs work.

"New Feelings" by Alejandro Saldana

Inside I’m still torn and hurt ( Read more... )

I have fucking had enough of putting up with this bullshit! I don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to feel anymore. I say I feel one way, and Aida just has to get upset. And she just completely misunderstands me, and doesn't give me the time of day to explain myself. I don't understand how she can say she wants to be there whenever I need ( Read more... )

I just saw Aida a little while ago. God was it so fucking awkward, especially since her boyfriend and friend (who doesn't like me) were here as well. I don't know what's going on with me. I was so happy that Aida and I were becoming good friends, and then today she gets mad at me and says I don't try, just like I never tried when we were ( Read more... )

Well honestly things bave been pretty good with Aida. We're becoming great friends now. I've been excited because she's coming down to Phoenix for the weekend, and her boyfriends was gonna stay at their friend's house, who is also coming down from Flagstaff. Well now I'm just fucking frustrated because now her boyfriend is saying he doesn't want ( Read more... )

"Rose of Sharyn" by Killswitch Engage

Numb and broken ( Read more... )

So what's been going on? Well, not really as much as before. Nothing is really new ( Read more... )