Well, I'm in my room right now, sitting here at the computer, drinking a 7-UP. I haven't written in my journal in a while, but just decided to today because, well, honestly I just had the urge to write what I'm feeling. How am I feeling? Good question. I have no fucking clue. So what do I do? I have no fucking clue. I just am confused beyond ( Read more... )

it's been a really slow day today. i didn't go to bed until about 1 last night, even though i still wasn't even tired. then i woke up around 7:15 and just started watching tv. ate breakfast. sat around and did nothing pretty much, except i found some good music. All day i've just been thinking about Aida, she's supposed to be back today so i ( Read more... )

well right now the time is 11:11 pm and i have absolutely nothing to do. some of you may be thinking, why don't you just go to bed? i would, but i'm not tired because i pretty much slept all day because i also had nothing to do then. reason being Aida left for rocky point this morning and i haven't gotten to talk to her. i know she just left ( Read more... )

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

well, what can i say... I am fucking pissed. And can you guess what about? Well, everything is just really starting to get to me and piss me off. As I was afraid of, as soon as Aida got back to NAU, everything went back to exactly how it was before she went home for Thanksgiving. I used to think Aida just changed period, but what I've just ( Read more... )

so yesterday i get home really tired because i had to ride my bike to and from school. I fell asleep on the phone with Aida because i was so tired. Then i called her after her class, and she ends up telling me she's going to target with her new friend she hangs out with too much, when i was just really hoping to talk to her. So of course, she ( Read more... )

Well here I am sitting in the computer lab at school right now. I have two free blocks and then lunch, so I dont' have to be anywhere until 12:20 and it's only 10:15 right now. Usually I would go home on a day like this and just hang out and eat there, but because of the events of this weekend, I am stuck here. So here's what happened ( Read more... )

This past weekend Aida was, thankfully, able to come down to visit once again. I was really hoping she would be able to, and at first was only going to come down if she found someone to carpool with because she didn't want to pay so much to take the bus. Well when I found out she couldn't find anyone I offered to pay part or half of it, so she ( Read more... )

i really don't have much to say today other than the few things I'm going to mention right now, so yea... Right now I am really really missing Aida. I can't stop thinking and hoping that she will come down this weekend, especially after everything that we've talked about concerning our relationship, I think it'd just be really good and helpful to ( Read more... )

Friday night / Sunday morning I was on the phone talking to my baby Aida, as we do every night. She told me she'd planned to possibly come down and surprise me, but that ended up not working. She also told me she just wanted to get away from there, so last minute I told her to use my card to order greyhound tickets to Phoenix for the day. I ( Read more... )