I feel like im gonna die of sadness sometimes. like now. i'm in the most apathetic mood that i wonder whether i'll ever be able to leave this chair or whether they'll just wheel me off a cliff in it. that could be something to do with the amount i drank last night though ( Read more... )

In a really weird mood today... I don't know what i feel. I'm not exactly bad, but things don't feel right either. I just finished reading The Order of the Phoenix for the millionth time or so today though, and I always cry at the end of that and end up all down ( Read more... )

i hate being in love with someone who doesn't care ( Read more... )

Bit of a crappy depressive day today, but tonight i had a lot of fun ( Read more... )

Bit of a crappy depressive day today, but tonight i had a lot of fun ( Read more... )

( Little Birdy - )

When I'm hysterical and I can make this much sense (which is rare) it just sounds so right. When I'm post-hysterics it makes me cringe. Oh man.

( Letter I'll Never Send )

Went to evie's party in melb last night. It was cruddy. Me, Amelia and Jane went to the pokies in Sunshine though, and we won $30 between us, that was pretty fun. Got back to evies and someone had drank my last 3 drinks (and all i could afford were Breezers anyway, so i was so fucking pissed off. I'm shit broke, someone drinks MY drinks, and i ( Read more... )

This cute little black boy who would have been about 18 months old made me smile, and laugh, and remember that life is still pretty great on the bus today. I just can't help grinning at little kids, they just seem to find me so amusing when i smile at them, because they always giggle and laugh back at that age. Maybe it's my disfigured face or ( Read more... )

Promise me you'll never let me go :( And i wonder why i ever thought you'd keep your promises ( Read more... )