The human voice conspires to desecrate everything on earth

[ghunter]

Some things

Comments

[urg88]

heh gayest of all seasons. sweet. is there any way though that we could have it this wedensday? it would be a good way to blow off finals stress for those unlucky enough to have them.

[twirling_lapis]

I feel you-I use too many commas.

[posaunelove]

I don't feel worthless, but I do feel lazy. THe point is to wake up around 9ish and shower every day, maybe even have a real shave. These goals are not yet being met.

Eat a dick for:
Seeing the Batman trailer.
Seeing it opening day with friends.
Having GBC after I've left.

I wanna innertube this week, I don't have work other than this monday and I should be done by 3 at the very latest.
YES.

Glad you updated.

[mynameisnotevan]

I, too, have fears of growing up to be a middle-aged well-off liberal democrat in suburbia, but it seems like sort of a natural evolution. If I did end up like that, I don't think my life would be meaningless, however- simply a little more worthless than I would like at this point. It seems like people can find meaning in lots of different aspects of their life, mundane as it may seem right now. For example, everyone's parents are pretty lame, but I'm sure if you asked them if they were content, they would say yes. Meaninglessness is really in the eye of the beholder.

What I'm worried about is growing up to lead a life that present me wouldn't respect. Recently, I've been having a lot of guilt because I feel like I haven't lived up to Past Evan's goals, and Present Evan puts a lot of stock in Future Evan living up to Present Evan's expectations of not becoming lame.

[ghunter]

I know for me, my main concern is that what I'm doing as an adult might not be what I've wanted to do, but something I kind of slide into--becoming a teacher not because I want to teach but because I fail to find a niche as a write of somekind, falling ass-backwards into Catholicism follwing an existential crisis, or something to that effect. I agree that there are far worse things to be than a middle-aged, well-off suburban liberal, but the fact that it seems to be almost a foregone conclusion bothers me--I'd almost rather be a hermit or a monk or a lumberjack.

[supri3]

thanks, we will do our very best.