So I am working non stop...I won't have a day off until Marissa gets here...god I can't wait until I'm in Flordia! Cos then me and Marissa can actually be together ALL the time!! We can fall asleep with one another and actually have what they call a REAL relationship! I got her xmas gift...(I spent ALOT on it...well there's more to come for her ( Read more... )

so i am just about to walk out the door to go to IL...wish me luck with the family!! And i come back monday for the tat appt....and then I steal Jessi!! FUCK YES!!! Well when I steal her i will stop and say hi to some homos or what ones are around!! So expect me to be up around 11 the latest that mourning!! well off to drive 6 hours on guess what? ( Read more... )

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Why am I restless in life? Is there something that will keep me somewhere for a long period of time? When I start over again, maybe I will find that person that completes me from a to z! I look around and see all this happiness but yet myself can't find mine. I want that touch that sends those chills up your spine. Where you know that person is ( Read more... )

So I slipped and fell at work last night and landed on my back! Oh what joy, so my work had me go in...I pulled a ton of back muscles! and I told them I WASNT gonna take off work! Yeah so I am goin into the hospital and was called sir..it was a total of 5 times at the doc I was called or thought to be a guy! It was ammusing and then 2 times at ( Read more... )

So I am not all that well today...I mean in the emotion and mental sense! I just am completly and utterly feeling like shit, I just want to sleep for 100 days and just let the world pass me by.

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When I look at you I only want to caress your body ( Read more... )

My writing is my escape from reality. The words I put on my paper can creat the world I long for! I can create that perfect beach, with the bright sun beating down on my skin and causing a drop of sweat to ever so slowly make its way down my body and watch it hit the sand beneath my body. I can put that perfect person in MY created reality. It ( Read more... )

*crawls into the computer chair* so it's 7:30a and I just got in from work...I went in sooo early yesterday...well got me in some hella hours this weekend! It was great workin this weekend and seeing Les, Mike, Sue...and just being able to work with em...they reminded me that if what I have and what I can do...they just make me smile then more then ( Read more... )