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[gianthotdog69]

looking at the prom pictures all that was running through ym head and how much i do miss him and how much i do wish we were going bakc out. yet i know its like impossible. but i have never felt this way about a guy evcept for one. for once i would love to not fuck up a relationship i get. nvm the shit i have going n with a so called best friend of

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[_kissablequiet_]

I know EXACTLY how you feel.
I'm a good masker of emotions as well. It's hard to suck up and move on, and sometimes you really don't, but I think it's those really hard times you find something/someone who took you completely by surprise and makes you so happy.
P.S. I LOVE YOU JOEY!!!! (aka Kangafish!)

[gianthotdog69]

yea im really good at it. its like he doesnt even know my feelings and he told a friend that he broke up with me because he didnt like i liekd him anymore when now i cant get my mind off of him. i dont just want anyone. i want him. i only had feelings like this for one other guy and me and hima re still close and we will always be... but with him its different. i dont want to lose him more than i already have. and im scared i will.
P.S I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!