I am so dramatic; I don't know that it is an outward trait I readily share but I feel things so deeply that I have no choice but to express it with the same amount of emotion = DRAMATIC.  Or can I?  Can a person who feels emotion to their core and backs this up with a thought process as active as a hampster on a wheel learn to not be so emotional ( Read more... )

It only prepares you for what you are really looking for, for the one you don't want to reject and the one that doesn't want to reject you. On either side of the fence, rejection is nothing more then a preparation for what can be if you allow it. Allowing it is different subject completely, but when you are ready to stop rejecting or when you ( Read more... )

It has been a whirlwind holiday season! I have been on the go since the beginning of Dec. and while I enjoyed my travels I am glad to say it is over. Of course, it ended with my getting sick but at the pace I've been keeping, what else was to be expected I guess. I am trying to lay low and get well now. So, while I really want to go to the mall ( Read more... )

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I have looked at Match and my most recent browsing fun is coming from 'MySpace' but I will never understand why people post their 'get to know me pictures' with half nakedness. Perhaps they just want to get some and this cuts to the chase. Althought the ones that tote "looking for the love of my life...blah, blah, blah"- please...either you feel ( Read more... )

I feel like I use this journal more to vent then anything else but the truth is, I don't think anyone really reads it anyway so it really is like a private journal. I'm really not trying to entertain anyone. That being said, here is some more bitching...what is wrong with me? Why can I not find a good man? I get to the point where I start ( Read more... )

Headed downtown for Halloween, this was about the 5th weekend in a row that I have been out and hated every minute of it. I am so over the whole scene around here. I spend about $70 on a typical Sat. night and for what? To stand around, meet people that I do not want to be speaking to, drink too much and sometimes get stupid and eat bad food. ( Read more... )

I was watching Dateline tonight and it was about missing women. In the review of one case, there was a girl named Taylor Behl; her body has since been found. While Dateline was reviweing the case and discussing some of the aspects that led investigators to the arrest of Taylor's suspected killer, Ben Fawley, it looks like the FBI is perusing ( Read more... )

Some people are so negative that speaking with them sucks all the energy right out of you!!! That is how I feel right now. My life is not at all where I want it to be but I try to stay positive and to enjoy my life the way it is, whether it is what I expected or not. If I try to provide others with the courtesy of positivity why should I have to ( Read more... )

Alice came to a fork in the road. "Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."

Lewis Carroll- Alice In Wonderland