Basically, the farther I go in depth to these entries, the more I see I have changed over the past few years. More important things to worry about, money no longer being "saved" for that perfect gift but used to survive, school testing me to the absolute extreme. It all makes sense now, seeing how I have just finished reading up on Samuel Pepys and ( Read more... )

i feel a double whammy coming on.

i like her
but i like her too.

and i k n o w they dont like me.

double whammy.

fuck. i hate this.

whyyyy must this always happen

i hate me.

So im in Florida right now. i love it... im in Boca Raton and the weather is amazing I wanna live down here and get away from NYC cause it has ruined my life too much... or the people who live there ( Read more... )

Show yesterday = love.

( I guess I can show these to everyone... )

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