well this weekend was a blow cept ofr being with brandon all weekend and him sleeping over fri and sat nite. i love that kis os much i wish he would just realize it. well ive alos noticed somethign else soemtimes the only reason people come into and then leave our lives is to teach us a lesson or makes us see something. it may be hard to do but hey ( Read more... )

huntley sucks~i miss elk grove, i miss jason, brandon and everyone else. i dont want to have surgery anymore ims o scared i hate needles and what if i never wake up..? someone come and save me from here or at least come be here with me. from now on im going to say what eacha days high is and each days low is

high: seeing brandon
low: missing

Jason's back!!!! i missed him so much and its good to feel safe in his arms again. Well me and himm have been talking and he helped me realize i need to chnge if i want to make life better. I am now going to be optimistic and take all the negativity out of my life. I appolgize for all the drama with you knwo who i put on every1, its not your guys ( Read more... )

hey well i have good news for some of you. im not moving till next weekend! This last week here has been so much fun considering ive met and have a thing with jason, hung out with bobby connely, and met new people each day such as scott and josh. well my house is pretty much empty now, i dont even have a bed. I miss jason so much and i cant wait ( Read more... )

i tired and theres nothing on tv b/c i dont have cable. Butch u rock, im glad i met you but its sucks that i didnt meet you till im leaving. What ya gonna do tho, we;ll keep in touch. Thanks everyone fot making these last days here kickass. It seems as if nothing could go wrong. i hope it stays that way too. well im gonna hit that sacka nd watch ( Read more... )

The next journal entries till i move are going to be made up of thinga that i have to say and the memories ill never foreget.well next weekedn will be my last one here so yeah kinda sepressing for me but not for all. Maybe moving out of this town could be good for me i'll learn how to be a real person and not just under other peoples control. ill ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday michelle happy birthday to me! woot woot im now 16!

i hoped things took a turn for the best but then they did but they didnt. my mom just threatens to call the cops on me well lets just see what happens when i move out. what now b'otch in your face. anyways my birthday is on friday and i dont have anyplans gonan be a lame ass sweet 16. i think my birthday should be evil 16 b/c im not very sweet but ( Read more... )

hey ya'll its only five days till my birthday~friday the 17th for those of you who cant add lol. so who wants to hang i think im going cosmic bowling so yeah unless i ahve soemthign better to do so hit da cell up and tell me if u want chill

yeah so my birthday is in ten days and im having a party on the 18th or 19th at my sisters apartment clubhouse so we can go swiming or fishing or what not but anyways every1 is invited and no presents b/c i dunno id ont need anythign unless its a diamond ring lol well newasy let me know if u want to go.