Love is a very interesting emotion. It is not a word that is said lightly, well for me at least. It is interesting how people use it. In my life, from a romantic stand point I could say I have truly been in love three times and meant it. I could honestly say I mean it with Taylor. She says she feels the same way about me. She has been telling me so ( Read more... )

This weekend I went to MACROCK. It was pretty cool. I only went for the first day. I saw lots of cool bands. I also saw some really lame ones. I got pretty drunk with the RVA kids. That was a good time. We we went a house party. It was nuts. We all got pretty high. We ended sleeping on these hippies porch. We woke up bright and early and skipped ( Read more... )

My dad has cancer. It is 100% treatable, but he is going to be really sick for a while. I am still worried about him, and I am going to have to help him out.

I am working really hard on getting better. Here is what I have been up too ( Read more... )

So when I thought things couldn't get worse, I found out my dad might have cancer.

shit.

She said it is over. Forever. She wants nothing to do with me.

I am such a fuck up. I hate myself so fucking much.

I was really thinking about it. If Taylor says she feels the same way about me (i.e. she loves me a lot and wants to be with me), why is she going with this other dude. It doesn't make sense to me. I can understand how this would be confusing, and how this would be difficult for anyone, however I feel if someone I loved, poured their heart out to ( Read more... )

I told Taylor how I really felt about her. I love her so much. I have been such a fool. She said she felt the same way, but she is dating some one else, and would rather be with him.

Story of my fucking life.

So I was in NYC for a few days. It is really stressful there. When I was walking around I kept having panic attacks. That sucked. I did see some cool things. I got to meet Oprah. I bought a lot of stuff. I went to this guitar center in the west village, and they had the largest collection of vintage Vox amps in the world. It was really sweet, but ( Read more... )

Curtis Mayfield's Guitar Tuning:

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