Real friends don't ( Read more... )

So it has been six years since I've really had to let things out. That seems like a pretty decent track record. Overall, the first 5 months of this year have been pretty horrible. Let me quickly summarize (so I don't forget ( Read more... )

Super secret journal access reacquired!

I was in a wedding this fall. I busted my butt for everything. Every little detail I was in charge of, planned, and paid for. All of the bridesmaids still need to reimburse me. I did it all. Now, I am getting married next fall. Things have come and things have gone. I want to do something for myself, in my own way, because I feel it is ( Read more... )

There have been so many snafus in my wedding planning to date. The reception site double books us and forces us to change the date. Then they cancel on us altogether. Then my priest is being transferred. Additionally, I found the perfect place but they are booked for our date, we'd have to pick something that is still available with them, but ( Read more... )

So very much has been going on in my busy little life lately. As I was mentioning earlier tonight,I'm at the point where I either need to scream or cry. I think I might just spread everything out in outline form so I can get it off my chest and maybe have some closure in all this craziness ( Read more... )

Or some other nonsense. Seeing as how I am alone at the apartment and my computer works and I'm procrastinating from daily life around me, I did something risky. Kind of. Ever since January came around I started to protect myself and my sanity. I blocked some stuff out of my life that I didn't think I could totally deal with. I tried to ( Read more... )

This is where things start to get a little more personal...