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Blocking out old memories.
I don't want to forget, I don't want to repeat.

a big list of reasons
why this won't work
i'm stupid and dumb
and i'm a fuckin' jerk
i'm not really what
you're lookin' for
i don't get good girls
and i'm such a bore
i can be intrusive
you can be defensive
you're a bit impulsive
i'm a bit repulsive
i can't ever see
this working out
you gotta start from zero
you cannot start from doubt

drunk, and lonely. You don't need to be content.
If you think you do, you've got another thing coming.

Hey guys, everything is fucking shitty.
No April fools. I'll see what I can do to fix it.

Post a memory of you and me.
I have a bad memory most of the time so these are nice.
You can do it anonymously if you don't use LJ, it doesn't matter.

some ebays for you to bid on:

nine inch nails - the fragile
thrice - image of the invisible
pg. 99 / city of caterpillar split
pg. 99 / circle takes the square split

you should bid on those. it'd really be pretty awesome of you.

one of our dogs, owen, comes in here and sits with me.
there are two desk chairs in here. i put him on the other one and roll the chair next to mine and he sits here with me. i call him my business partner whenever i do this.

why don't you come over?
i'll show you my four leaf clover.

just disappear.
it's the best thing right now.