hehe :) I like your description. Over the past few years I've had times where I wouldn't necessarily call myself sane, but when I'm around an old group of friends, who I used to be able to relate to so well, I realize that I am sooooo much healthier than I used to be (mentally and physically). In some ways, it's sad to not feel like I can relate anymore to people I had once called friends, however, in tradeoff, I prefer the calmer awareness you describe.
And that's awesome that you may be closer to finding some relief drugs! :)
I think I might have just been high. we'll see. I have a doctor helping me experiment to fix me now. I finally found one who would listen and agreed to help me get help.
I suppose I would be happy if I had any hope felt. Instead I just feel anxious & scared, and feel depressed cause I 'feel' that I know the answer is that there's nothing wrong with me.
It only seems to happen while I take 20 ml (twice the prescribed amount!) of Dysum once every 4 hours, and maintain that. Comes with medicine head.
May have just been tripping. Didn't feel like tripping. But it's a side-effect of the Dextro stuff in Dysum.
Or maybe it was just stress & shock. There are too many data-points, so I took all this to my general practitioner doctor who has in the past given me the impression he pays attention and cares. I of course don't believe this, but he actually did listen and says I sounded smart.
He also mentioned that Dysum is also supposed to have guaifenesin in it, and that fybro suffers (which I have been 'diagnosed' with) are reporting that it helps. Also doesn't cause tripping so it sounds more like what I want.
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And that's awesome that you may be closer to finding some relief drugs! :)
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we'll see. I have a doctor helping me experiment to fix me now.
I finally found one who would listen and agreed to help me get help.
I suppose I would be happy if I had any hope felt.
Instead I just feel anxious & scared, and feel depressed cause I 'feel' that I know the answer is that there's nothing wrong with me.
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It only seems to happen while I take 20 ml (twice the prescribed amount!) of Dysum once every 4 hours, and maintain that. Comes with medicine head.
May have just been tripping. Didn't feel like tripping. But it's a side-effect of the Dextro stuff in Dysum.
Or maybe it was just stress & shock.
There are too many data-points, so I took all this to my general practitioner doctor who has in the past given me the impression he pays attention and cares. I of course don't believe this, but he actually did listen and says I sounded smart.
He also mentioned that Dysum is also supposed to have guaifenesin in it, and that fybro suffers (which I have been 'diagnosed' with) are reporting that it helps. Also doesn't cause tripping so it sounds more like what I want.
Started today. I'll record the effects if any.
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