i dont know, trust is a 5 letter word that comes hard for me. i dont know how to trust anymore really, its too hard and too complicated. so for me, just pretending to trust works perfectly fine. unless its someone i want to trust soooooo badly, but i just cant. because my trust has been broken by them before. man, i just want to move away from here ( Read more... )

i need a boy!!!

well, i need a boy very desperately. tomorrows a day when im going to get my will power back, so i dont stay a fat munchkin the rest of my life. im so tired of everyone talkin about my fat cheeks, SHUT UP! it isnt cute when you 15 years old, and have chipmunk cheeks. makes me sickly. well, yeah. so tomorrow, things are changing and ( Read more... )

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god, im so friggen happy that john edwards is john kerrys running mate. why so? because maybe kerry will win now, since edwards is such a people person ya know? he has like.. sumthin about him that draws people to him... i dont know what it is, hes just a well rounded guy. i wish he were going to be the president. lol, sike but hey at least he will ( Read more... )

FULL NAME: Melanie Nicole Bohle
AGE: 15
BIRTHDAY: June 15, 1989
PEOPLE IN UR FAMILY: i dont have a family... *psh
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH THEM: define, "get along"
SCHOOL: Chopticon ( Home of the Braves ) "Pride Inside"
PRIVATE/PUBLIC: public
GRADE: 10th

BEST GIRL FRIENDS: stine, danielleh., jc, tasha ( Read more... )

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i just want to cry.

i think i may honestly be depressed again. yes i sayd again!

okay, well. im home from a long weekend with the lovely Christine Elizabeth. well, i went to a pool party with her and her family. well, minus her dad. the party was mega fun! whoo hoo!! well, when we were driving up there it was like pouring the whole time, so me and stine were saying.. no we arent going to swim, blah blah blah. so, we were ( Read more... )

man, ok. i think im just in a blue kinda mood. well, tomorrow im going to a pool party with stine. this should be fun on account of its at the same place where me and stine became friends last year. and this is very special, because many great things happened. like; bitch slapping, BOB THE COWBOY!, mike calling, Dakota bleeding, drowning, eating my ( Read more... )