im scared i might do something i will regret. thank god im seeing the doc tomorrow because i cant handle this anymore. i can't take the crying everyday, spending all night staring into space... this weekend has completely drained me... worked 30 hours in one weekend... did homework, cleaned... i cant do this i just cant handle all the shit that i ( Read more... )

Well, things have been going... well they've been going. I guess I started up my jounral again in part because I have some stuff I don't know what to do about and I need some advice. The other part is because I was inspired by my friend Melissa, who has been writing and reading her entries has made me feel like it could help me too ( Read more... )

So I got into a fight with Aaron tonight. I don't know what happened. He just came home and we had a good time together, especially yesterday at the airport (you'll have to ask for details lol)... we were talking on the phone tonight and somehow the whole pot thing came up again. And of course, I feel almost like he's cheating on me with this ( Read more... )

Well, my life has been completely thrown these past couple of weeks. I'm so stressed out but thankfully today was the last day of classes. I'm not taking my advanced accounting final cuz if I don't fail the class, I'm only gonna get a D, so instead, I'm going to purposely fail the class and retake it next semester. I really hope that it doesn't ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in lower cafe eating my Chicken Cordon Bleu and working on my stupid SAP assignment that's due tomorrow. I'm leaving to go see Aaron in 2 days and I'm excited and kinda not at the same time. There's something different going on and I don't know what it is. I just wish that I could put my finger on it, but it's like we've hit a ( Read more... )

Aight, so the clocks changed this weekend.... which means I lost an hour of sleep.... which means that being at work at 8:30am feels like being here at 7:30am.... and that's just not right. I did get a lot accomplished yesterday, but only because I have to get stuff done and get ahead so that I don't have to worry about any of that shit when it ( Read more... )

I'm just sitting around my dorm room, wishing I had the dedication to actually do some homework or something when what I really just want to stare at the clock and wait until it's time for my plane to take off to go see Aaron... which of course is silly because that's not for another 11 days. I miss him so much. Words can't even describe how much ( Read more... )

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