this weekend was not what i expected it to be. I spent friday night at the ER cuz ive been havin really bad side pains that have been makin me cry, the nurse thought they were kidney stones. tests came out they werent at the hospital. possible muscle strain, but it doesnt feel liek a muscle problem and muscle strains wouldnt hurt thattt bad. but ( Read more... )

schoool has been soooooo crazzy these past few days. soo much drama and stress. im notttt even goin to get into it because i cant go through it in my mind again... the thing that im starting to realize about myself tho is that im turning into the person that i talked about to my friends that i hated. the person that ppl start to not like because of ( Read more... )

im back at school finally. its been crazyyy already. had to move to maple from cedarcrest so that was interesting. i hate moving. but zach helped me so it made it fun. i think since ive been back things havent been the greatest. the only good part was moving in w. kaela cuz shes awesomee. last night was boring. didnt get to do nething. and ppl ( Read more... )

well this week has been ok.. yesterday was graduate return day. it was pretty fun. it was awesome gettin to talk about college to the students and seeing everyone again. how i missed some of them. but it was overall a fun day.. the thing that sucks is that ive been sick for 2 days now. uggh it sucks. im hoping its not strep. cuz my throats been ( Read more... )

im filled w/ many smiles right at this moment....you have no idea =)

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! =)

I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY AND I HOPE SANTA WAS GOOD TO YOU GUYS! hehe ;)

<33 ya's all!

today was my day back to work. it was fun. it was soooo kool to c everyone from wendys again. how i missed them =) i work pretty much everyday this week, except saturday. so honestly i dont mind it because i really need money and i really dont mind working since i havent in so long. and hey more time w/ the work buddies ( Read more... )

something came across my mind as i tried to study. something that i realized sums up how im feeling and reasons for things on my mind.. I was looking back on my life on what has happened and what i want to happen that hasnt.i found myself pondering over "the firsts" in my life. you know, the first b/f, kiss, slow dance,sex. all that kinda stuff. i ( Read more... )

is this TOO GOOD to be true that i could find someone to like that actually seems oh too perfect for me!? im thinkin mayb just because it keeps havin ups and downs mayb because i keep waiting for somethin bad too happen that im lettin every little thing get to me... but it is ohh soo goood right now cuz he is amazing and always makes me smile ( Read more... )

welll i guess lots have been on my mind recently.. whether its guys, friends, school work..right now i guess its alot about friends. im thinkin about how much i miss my friends from hs. the thing that comes to my mind is that fact that, ever since i came to college ive felt liek totally diff person. liek i completely lifted off of the person i was ( Read more... )