... should go on what not to wear.  She is soooooo cute!

 LAST NIGHT I WAS ABLE TO SLEEP IN MY BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (this is huge, just humor me)

I am losing it!  I am absolutly losing it.  I have been doing all the things people tell me.  I've been keeping busy, working on projects, writing him everyday.... it just doesnt work!!!!  I can't stop crying and I just feel dead all the time.  I try to keep my head up, and when ever anyone asks me how i'm holding up I tell them fine, or ok.  BUT I ( Read more... )

 Last night was great.  Or this morning... something like that.  I had the BEST dream in the world.  I dreamed that for some reason they let him come home for church.  There he was parked outside my house in his black ford ranger.  I see him and run out.  He spins me around and kisses me.   It was just like his real kisses.  His big lips were so ( Read more... )

 So I have always had a problem.  The less I get to see Roy the more nightmares I get.... and the worse they are.  You can only imagine how much I hate going to bed right about now.  Everytime I close my eyes something awful is happening.  We are seperated and a terriost attack seems imminate.  Or skunks are eating my feet, but I can't move or gila ( Read more... )

 So I could not possibly be more proud of my baby.  But I MISS HIM SOOOOOOOO MUCH!  I wish I could call him, or if I could at least freakin send him the letters I've been writing him!  I still don't know his address.  I want to hear from him so bad.  i hear I "should" get a call today.  but it is already almost 6:00 at Lackland.  I keep passing ( Read more... )

I will never forget that night in San Diego, we were watching TV and I looked back at Roy who was holding my leg across his chest, their was something about the look on his face and I realized that this boy not only loves me... he adores me.  Do you know what that's like?  To have someone absolutly adore you and to be able to feel it?  How about ( Read more... )

Friday Friday Friday is my Favorite DAY!!!

Being Short + Rain = wet pants on the bottom... Wet pants = REALLY COLD ANKELS. Last night Roy and I went to the movies, he noticed I was shivering and I told him why. He had me put my feet in his lap, rolled up my sweats and just sat there the whole movie rubbing my ankels to keep them warm... now that is love ♥

driving home from work, listening to Death Cab and the rain, thinking about how wonderful things are working out for me, and how amazing God is. :-)