What will you be when you grow up?

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last night was hilARIOUS krystal is dating some lithuanian guy and he brought a strait from spain homie with him it was so entertaining we played some european drinking games and the Spanish sir sounded just like the butler on mr deeds and i thought i was going to wet my self. people at safeway need to suck a fat one, i have an interview on tues ( Read more... )

My other journal as they say "took a shit" compared to where i left off with this my life has changed by leaps and bounds.... i graduate this year eh.. possibly looking into grad school so i can make the big dollar bills. i am cohabitating with the most wonderful partner anyone could as for. i wear a ring of commitment with no finals on an exact ( Read more... )

its friday i am very happy about that, i have today off from the Y and the interview at the steak house went well i train on tuesday. made some poor decisions involving drinking this week , but oh well its all over now. supposed to have a meeting about going to UD today but the lady wasnt there. i want to go but i am afriad of not getting housing ( Read more... )

still feeling lost in sorts... have an interview tomarrow i am quite nervous... i hate the door to the room of my apt it slams and opens on its own when its windy, its freakin irratatingbeing sick sucks but its just something you have to deal with i suppose really gotta start working out and drinking less its a problem. tyler mentioned marriage ( Read more... )

i am really starting to feel like i am beside myself.. i dont feel like me at all and im not sure why. minus my dry spell but even that is not bothering me really i just feel so meh...i continously am loosing control of everything around me being a person that thrives on control this is becoming very difficult for me. i just feel like alot is just ( Read more... )

i feel very strange lately i am not sure why i feel like i am waiting for something to happen what i am not sure but something is going to. being anxious drives me nuts...turning 20 kinda sucks the only cool part is that i am one more year closer to drinking legally which is cool. been cruising with new peeps lately they are lots of fun compared to ( Read more... )

new things.... i am actually able to frequent the beach this semester...still working at the Y i was able to round up enough hours so i wouldnt have to find another job cuz job hunting was sucking anyway...i do have an interveiw for the mac counter which i am stoked for! met some new kids and it has been a grand and glorious time non stop... i hate ( Read more... )

so hawaii here i come everytime i come home for break i never get to see all the people i want to but i guess thats why god made summer break... but a semester starts agian with me fighting the billing office at chaminade oh well game on! excited for tomarrow is the phrase because i get to see amanda and it will be fun today sucks its mostly ( Read more... )

well i dont know what my deal is girls would want what i could have yet i find a way to screw it up or have no regard for it. some one loves me and wants to take care of me how do i react by screwing it up.. by just shutting down i reach this point where my feelings drop away i dont know why... i keep trying to fix myself but i cant.. these last ( Read more... )