"Karma Gyurme Challo" -- Goddess of Indestructibility ( Read more... )

My mom posted something on Clayton's Facebook page this week that really hit home for me... 'always 23, never 24.' Painful... soooo painful. God, what a tough day the 9th was. The 24th anniversary of his birth, and the 4 month anniversary of his death ( Read more... )

Thoughts of Clayton are weighing heavy on my heart today. The weather has been awful, and I've had too much time to sit at home and think.... think, think, think ( Read more... )

It's not a word that I thought would ever be linked to my life.. not in any way. We hear about it all the time... theories, and such. When you've lost someone to suicide, though, it becomes so much more than a theory ( Read more... )

This is not how I imagined my return to LJ would be... but I've never needed a channel for venting as much as I do now. I'm glad it's here. And I'm glad my memories, via LJ, go back as far as 2002. I've been reading through them, and it's brought me a few smiles. I needed that ( Read more... )

I swore when I started this journal again, I would make my entries more meaningful. I had every intention to sit down at the computer with an idea, complete and profound, in mind ( Read more... )

...if anyone will notice that I'm posting this.

I can't believe it's been since 2007. Insane.