sleepless, long nights.
that was what my youth was for.

teenage hopes arrive at your door
left you with nothing,
but they want some more.

you're changing your heart.
you know who you are.

sweetheart, bitterheart,
now i can't tell you apart.

cozy and cold,
put the horse before the cart.

those teenage hopes,
who have tears in their eyes.
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 i just wanna leave you alone
not ever talk to you

if that's what'll help you to succeed

i don't want you to base your life around me 
if it's only going to bring you down

i'm sorry

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you know how the other day i was completely miserable?

well i got to the root of all my anger, and i confronted the source.

like dr. brick and dr. copolla always said.
go to the root of the problem
confront the source.

for the first time, i did it. i really did it.
and i did it right.
i'm so proud of myself.
and i'm sticking to it!

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I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I did we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

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i had the same dream again. 
estimated the 10th time.

same dream, different setting.

where i see you, we go somewhere to talk, you hold my hand, tell me you always loved me and you kiss me.
and even though it was something i always wanted for about 7 years or more,

i always say "no.. i can't because i already have what i want. i'm happy."

and i spend the ( Read more... )

no one ever calls me anymore.

i love the fact that i JUST got over it, how i never get invited to parties anymore.

and what happens.
all in the same night.

it just makes me upset that when i drink or go out and have any sort of fun, it's more with my ex boyfriend than my actual boyfriend.

and than i have to see pictures about his good times.

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there are two people that this entry pertains to...

and between looking at your profiles, and listening to this taking back sunday song, i've come to a conclusion...

that the people who shout that they are the "realest"
are always the fakest.

people don't like people who need to prove that they are sincere.
when you are genuine, people will know.

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this isn't who I am. From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds ( Read more... )