Tuesday, november 7th. its been a year since my dad passed away. If anyone wants to find me ill be at 510 smoking weed and drinking beer all day. and then 10 dollar pitchers at Olivers tomorrow night. Im gonna forget/miss this day.

got dumped on msn. i think. i think i just give up. finally someone who has a preference for stockier built guys. who seems to really like me. then goes cold. but when i just stop messaging or talking to him, he pursues me.
not a cock tease. a heart tease. and consider my heart teased and broken.

I am so stressed ( Read more... )

ok ( Read more... )

thats it. I quit ( Read more... )

so im almost packed. its nearly time for me to head to bed... and probably not sleep since im nervous about the move tomorrow ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to a ticking or a tapping. not sure what it was... i paid homage to the unknown sound in my msn name which was "Damn that crocodile". hurray for peter pan ( Read more... )

and i forget how to edit my last entry. but i just wanted to say im not really writing my own gay pelican brief or conspiracy theory lol.

i just have a bad feeling. i dont want this to disrupt my friendships. so i hope that my feeling isnt right about them being out on a date.

I have a bad feeling ( Read more... )

I have started packing ( Read more... )