THis is the 3rd time I'm going to try this. I keep losing the page and everything I wrote already.

THis is my last chance. I remember why now.... Please....

Sometimes I don't know what to say or do first. I have so many things I want to shout out and do and try and plan, but something always to get in the way. Little things are said to doubt or question. I no longer want to do that to myself. I want to feel free to go with my gut is feeling. I want to fly and run w/ what feels good! I will! I will be ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at the pc, listening to Chris playing w/ the kids. And the laughter peeling through our home is heart warming. I love being here right now. I would trade this place for anything!

" Erica do you love me?"
" Do you think that I would be in this postion?"

I'm Listening to Brian McKnight "One Last Cry". Remembering how many times I've cried to this song over different people that I have lost in my life. I have a 2nd chance to make what I have work. I'm going to take it and run with it. Swollow my pride and ego and try for the very first time in my life. I feel a mixture of sadness and joy.

Just wanted to say "helloooooooooooooooo" to all!