fuck... i have a hold on my account because my dad didn't pay 1,500 dollars worth of my tuition.. how the hell am i supposed to make it through 3 1/2 more years of this? i'm going to have to end up paying for it myself.. fuck

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Loyola however much i was looking forward to coming here, now is showing some flaws... or i guess i'm learning who i really am ... i'm so sad right now and i don't know why!

The last swim lessons for the summer are over.. i'm extremely glad that i don't have to get up at 8 inthe morning ever again but it's sad too.. i wont see some people any more and that has been my job for over 4 years now, i really had some fun times there. now it may not be so fun but whatever ( Read more... )

Ok well just got back from the craziness of Loyola orientation and i think it went pretty well... my earliest class starts at 10 in the morning and the latest i'll have class is 3:30 so all is amazingly well there and i ended up not having to take the freshman writing class because of the 4 on the ap test from last year yeay! I wanted to take a ( Read more... )

yeay my computer is on the path of being fixed and whole again! the finishing touches are being put on it today! woohoo!
it better be, it took long enough!

i've got to gather my meager amount of courage suck it up and just do it... why does it feel like the hardest thing i'll ever do?

phew ( Read more... )

ok.. so my dad called loyola hoping to get more money because our situation sucks and there's no way we would be able to pay for over 12ooo dollars worth of schooling.. today i get the mail, inside is the most currently revised financial aid award.. how the hell did i end up getting over 1000 LESS. someone must be out to get me and make me ( Read more... )

lahdleahdleahdle..mmm the next two school weeks are shorties! woohoo ( Read more... )

why does time go soo slowly when you are bored out of your mind.. i've had nothing to do the last couple of days, all of the people i used to hang out with aren't around.. maybe that job i'm looking for will solve this problem.. but then i wont be able to do anything and people will want to hang out.. hmm dilema dilema ( Read more... )