i don't know what i really want to do. im just going with the motions, not even properly, as usual. hopefully i at least "end up" somewhere alright even if its not what i truly want. im not entirely covinced i "truly want" much in life anyhow. sad maybe, but true. maybe one day soonish i'll wake up and think to myself, "this is what i want and this
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